"ok so this is my coming out story, my first experience was when i was in 7th grade i had relations with this guy, but i thought i was still straight, welll i kept talking to this boy, and then i knew i was bisexual. i felt as if my life was over because my parents did not agree with me being "bi". i kept my sexuality a secret until one day i was texting this guy who my sister had said was bisexual and i uhmm told him i wanted to kiss him, well my sister was told by him and she told my dad. my dad questioned me about it and i said yes, he said that they would try to heal me, at first i was ok with it cause i thought that all lgbtq people go to hell, i was ok with it for a while. well for some reason rumors spread and more people started to hear about my , dad quoted as my "condition" i was devastated and i was teased constantly at school because of my sexuality, i tried to committ suicide three times because i feared my life would be hell after i came out, my dad doesnt accept me today because im gay, he tld me that he doesnt want to have a gay son, well that breaks my heart because my dad is my everything and to have him not see, hear , or talk to me was hell to me, i finally tried to hurt myself once more and was almost succesful in doing so, finally my dad realized that and he sent me to fc, well i turned out with 2 gay foster parents! i was excited, i wasnt out to everyone until one day i got the courage to come out to everyone on fb. some of them were xcepting others were not but , yeah i feel that i am excepted at the foster home im in, they are very supportive and amazing. my mom also excepts me , she told me that she wants me to love who i want to love, my mom goes to prides, she lives through me , she loves me for who i am but my dad still doesnt acccept me but im ok with, sometimes it depresses me but others im ok with it, i hope that one day he will learn to love me for who i am , i am glad that i am being exceptted by my best friends and my mom and my foster family, i am happy now, i fell that i can finally live at peace"
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